one thing that has NOT changed during the past two weeks is the weather. still just snow and ice with occasional sun. the good thing about swedish winter is, you really learn to appreciate the sun. as soon as the sun comes out from behind the clouds, you will know the swede is there to bask in the light.
since i try to keep this blog a photo blog, it is a challenge to keep it up to date whenever there are things that changes which can't really be captured in a photo. sure, I could take a scan of my brain activity but i don't own that kind of technology. it feels like there is not room enough for all of my emotions. as a HSP, I need to clean up. make some space. move things around. make lists. sort things out. categorize. put up margins. frames. reroute. make sense of things. clear the air.
my body is trying to tell me a hundred things. stay true. move on. remember your roots. be yourself. but don't get stuck. live. feel free. be happy. but don't force it. stay away from what's fake. but don't be a stranger. but you can't see any of these thoughts. because as an adult you learn social self-control. the only changes you can see are those i do to my exterior. and this time i finally did what i've wanted to do for the past year, ever since I started to bleach my hair again.
it's been almost ten years since i last had this color in my hair so it's great to finally have it back.
